Lonely.
The term depends on the user.
For some it can be the state of being far from people.
Others it can mean not being understood by the people around you.
Not being able to relate to them.
Alone.
One is never completely alone in a literal sense.
But in her heart she lonely more than she would like.
But.
Being alone generates in her a better understanding of self.
When surrounded by people daily, she finds herself longing for aloneness.
Oddly she longs for the familiarity of being lonely.
Contradicting.
Yet the two feelings are felt evenly.
To be alone and depressed.
To be alone and contented.
Lonely.
Left behind.
Forgotten.
Nostalgic.
Longing.
Waiting.
Always waiting for it to end.
The bleak grip.
The oppressive weight.
The welling tears.
Her heart can stand it.
It has before and will now.
God is on her side.
That's all she needs.
Not being able to relate to them.
Alone.
One is never completely alone in a literal sense.
But in her heart she lonely more than she would like.
But.
Being alone generates in her a better understanding of self.
When surrounded by people daily, she finds herself longing for aloneness.
Oddly she longs for the familiarity of being lonely.
Contradicting.
Yet the two feelings are felt evenly.
To be alone and depressed.
To be alone and contented.
Lonely.
Left behind.
Forgotten.
Nostalgic.
Longing.
Waiting.
Always waiting for it to end.
The bleak grip.
The oppressive weight.
The welling tears.
Her heart can stand it.
It has before and will now.
God is on her side.
That's all she needs.
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