Overwhelmed.
Drowning, sinking.
Over taken by the busyness of this world.
Barely able to come up for breath.
She's engulfed.
This earth is so wrapped up in the now.
The want of things.
The want of moments.
Constantly grabbing her attention.
These feelings of now.
This need for 'me'.
This need for 'my benefit'.
She wants to let it all go.
She wants it to fall to the side.
Desiring a calm existence in a hectic world.
Constant happenings and changes.
Never ending, horrendous schedules.
This is all very real.
She is done with it.
She is overwhelmed.
Drowning, sinking.
She needs air.
She needs space.
Let her go.
For now you are in your own place, your real home. I worry about the time you will be away from Africa & in college. I know it is not something you want to do. The Lord will be with you though & He will get you through this tough time....& who knows what plans He has for your returning to your home. I have no doubt that you will return, just don't know the details =). Love you so much, sweet girl!
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